Afraid 害怕 yanzi

Stephanie Sun 孙燕姿
Afraid 害怕

忘
wang
Forget
我没有很努力要自己去遗忘
wo mei you hen nu li yao zi ji qu yi wang
I didn´t try very hard to let myself forget
那些和日记一起收藏的过往
na xie he ri ji yi qi shou cang de guo wang
those collected past (experiences) together with the diary
孤单在思绪之中变得很漫长
gu dan zai si xu zhi zhong bian de hen man chang
loneliness in my emotional state is becoming endless

想
xiang
Think
我没有很刻意让自己不去想
wo mei you hen ke yi rang zi ji bu qu xiang
I didn´t purposely let myself not to think
那些和照片一起静止的模样
na xie he zhao pian yi qi jing zhi de mo yang
those silent looking (moments) together with pictures
我学着坚强
wo xue zhe jian qiang
I learned to be strong
坚强到不用学着不想
strong enough that I don´t (even) need to learn not to think
学着遗忘
learn to forget

还是害怕夜深人静时总想起你
Still afraid that in the darkned night silence I permantly think of you
还是害怕不经意的听见你的消息
Still afraid I hear news of you
然而当爱已经沉淀得太清晰
ran er dang ai yi jing chen dian de tai qing xi
but when love is already cleary precipitating
当拥有已经是失去
dang tong you yi jing shi qu
when embracing is already lost
就勇敢的放弃
ju yong gan de fang qi
have to courageously give up

还是会害怕一个人时就很难忘记
hai shi hui hai pa yi ge ren shi jiu hen nan wang ji
Still afraid of the moments I´m alone I can´t forget
还是害怕突然宁愿当初没有决定
hai shi hai pa tu ran ning yuan dang chu mei you jue ding
still afraid that suddenly I´ll want not to have decided then
然而当爱最后的出口是分离
ran er dang ai zhui hou de chu kou hi feng li
but when love´s final exit is to break up
我会这么相信
wo hui zhen me xiang xing
How will I trust (and)
走下去
zou xia qu
Keep going?